Well...... I know most of the people that read my blog have probably been wondering how I am doing.....well truthfully I have been going nuts. But me going nuts is the beginning to get everything turned around and back on the right path. I have lost another 20lbs from stress, being sick, and just not being able to eat at all. I am down to 180, last time I was this weight I was a freshman in High School. Now anymore weight I lose I will do it all the safe and healthy way. I have spent most of my time with my Daddy Brandyn and our newest addition to our family Tank, a 9 month old black lab, they have been helping with a lot of my breakdowns lately, since my last breakdown the day before we got Tank, I have had none. I have not had any of my breakdowns that make me angry then cry. Which it's a good thing! I am actively looking for better employment, which right now I am fine with the job I have. I am fine with everything that is happening all around me, granted things could be better and I could stress less, but right now it is all working out the way that it has to. No one knows the path or journey until it happens. You never know what tomorrow will bring, so just imagine that there is no tomorrow. That's what I have been doing, live life to the fullest. Treat everyday as its your last because you may never know what will happen within that one day. I do regret some of the things in my past, but hey look at me now, I am standing higher and brighter than anyone ever thought I would.
Thank you Brandyn for putting up with my breakdwosn and thank you for helping me through all my issues, it's been a tough start to our relationship, but now all we have to do it look up and it will all turn fine I promise to not let you down, I promise I will try to open up more, just know I have never opened up for anyone ever before. I love you Daddy! Thank you!!